Light Honey

Typical Fangirl ...

Is it wrong for me to love KPOP? Is it wrong for me to stan them(oppas)? Is it a flaw to even liking them?
KPOP doesn't make or turn me into a bad person, moreover they bring the spirit and the positive out of me. KPOP taught me how to make my life better by simply give me the courage to bring the best out of me, to dream high so it'll encourage me to do better in the future. Not just that, KPOP is like a medication to me when I'm in miserable or even when I'm down or sad. When I'm feeling down, I'll certainly watch KPOP music videos, variety shows or it's drama so then I'll forget about my pain even just for a while. And when I'm feel like a lazy ass bum to study for my quizzes or tests, I'll listen to KPOP because rigth then my spirit to study will come right away. I know it's incredibly funny how KPOP can do such great things to me, but it's the fact! They do bring me happiness that others can't give.

What I really feel about KPOP, no words can ever describe it! To be honest, sometimes I'm so mindblown that I need to sit down, take deep breathes and just wonder how can KPOP idols be so magically beautiful even without any makeup on. I tell you what, I'm the most dangerous when fangirling. My arms fly everywhere, my body moves at an impossible speed and the screams can make eardrums pop! Hahah I'm just being the typical fangirl I'd be! Being just a normal fan is too mainstream for, so instead I chose to be the hardcore fangirl.

But, there are some people in my life who actually hate me for loving KPOP this much. Honestly, I'm so sick and tired to answer people's question every time they ask me why I'm so obsessed with kpop. So, the very next time they ask me the same question again I'll just simply answer "I don't know why I'm so freaking in love with them. I didn't choose the KPOP life, the KPOP life chose me". Hell yeah ~ Seriously, I'm so tired with people judging my interest towards KPOP. "KPOP is gay", "They're fake!", "They're fat ass with ugly faces", "They all look the same for me." "They all look handsome and pretty cause they had plastic surgery" are the frequent things people bash about KPOP. People keep bashing them, so what does that make them? People say looks are not everything but how come that's all they care about? It's not like KPOP did anything bad to them, so why is it they don't stop judging?! Who are they to judge! How I wish I can mute people in real life =.= All I could say is that KPOP bashers are just jealous people that wish they could be as beautiful and as awesome as KPOP idols ^^

It's my life, not theirs! Why they should even bother?! I live my life the way I want it to be! I like what I like, I love who I love and I do what I want! They're not even worth my trash talk anyway. I LIKE KPOP! YOU HAVE ANY PROBLEM WITH THAT, BIATCH?!!

Labels: fangirl, hardcore, haters, interest, kpop, personal, thought

❤ "Typical Fangirl ..." was Posted On: Friday, 20 September 2013 @01:05 | 0 lovely comments ✿

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Because small things matter

Name: Fatin Liyana
Nicknames: Fatin, Atin, Yana, Nana, Leeya, amoi, kecik
University: UiTMJ, Diploma in Computer Sciences
Birthday: 26th March 1994
Status: Of course I'm not single! I'm secretly and mentally married to KWYF (he didn't even know that I'm his wife) XP
All time favourite movies: The Vow, The Proposal, The Last Song, Friend With Benefits, The Princess Diaries I and II, Twilight Saga Series, 27 Dresses, Mean Girls, and the list will get longer in the future ^^
Favourite bands: Westlife, N'SYNC, Backstreet Boys, Lunafly, 2PM, Big Bang, EXO and DBSK

I was born in a small town called Batu Pahat in Johore. I lived there ever since I was born right until today. I'm on my 3rd semester of Diploma in Computer Science. I'm 5'2 tall, pretty short actually. Moreover, I'm the shortest among all of my friends in college. I wish I could be taller.. But, it's okay, it's not that bad being a short girl cause I think short girls are cute excluding me cause I'm pretty sure I'm ugly. In fact, I'm quite picky for an ugly person.

FACTS

1 I don't eat seafood. Not because I have allergies or anything, I just don't like to eat seafood.
2 I tend to trust people's word so easily.
3 I'm dreadfully insecure.
4 I love kicap! So, it'll be hard for me to eat especially nasi without having kicap with it. Kicap is a must for me!
5 I can't live a day without eating nasi!
6 I don't open up so easily to people. People only see what I choose to show.
7 I'm a shopaholic!
8 I've been through a surgery before when I was 15.
9 I miss DB5K. I wish they'll be back as 5 again. *cry in the corner
10 I don't know how to express my true feelings. I hide it all the time tbh.
11 I don't like to share my personal things with others. So, if I ever share anything to people, it's because I trust them.
12 I don't drive. That's why I don't have driving license.
13 I'm a hardcore kpopper for the past 7 years.
14 DBSK's Wrong Number is the first kpop MV I've ever watch.
15 FT Island's former member, Oh Won Bin is the reason why I enter kpop world because we share the same birthday date.
16 Oh Won Bin, Xiumin, Son Ho Young and Jungmo share the same birthday with me.
17 I can live a day without internet, but not without my phone!
18 I'm a daddy's girl ^^
19 I love to read fanfics ♥
20 I can keep secrets and promises.
21 I hate the smell of medicines, hospitals and doctors.
22 I'm scared of water. I almost get drown when I was little. I get terrified of swimming after that incident. No matter how hard my dad try to teach me how to swim, I still can't swim.
23 I enjoy the little things in my life.
24 I crave affection.
25 Until now, I still watch Disney movies.
26 I fantasize before falling asleep.
27 I like the smell of books.
28 I'm sensitive.
29 I lost my best friend. And it's all because of my ego.
30 I'm not good at sport.
31 I'm so obsess with quotes.
32 I love to stretch my hands to the rain.
33 I love to procrastinate.
34 I'm a "I'm sorry/thank you" person.
35 I'm single by choice.
36 I'm a t-shirts and jeans kind of girl.
37 I fucking want British accent!

About this site

Light honey has been my official personal blogging site since 12th Sept 2013 because my Multimedia lecturer assigned me and my classmates to create a blog as an assignment as a replacement for our 3rd quiz. I normally don't use blog to express my feelings about anything as I'm not the type of person who loves to write or share about my daily life or anything unless I have to for crucial reasons.

So, I guess start from now I could start posting in this site. I think it'll be fun somehow. All I have to do is just write and post right. It's not that hard actually and I think I can do it. Hwaiting!

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